Desc: Was that Really Me?: Directed by Edwin Hill. With Tracey Callander. The bond between mothers and babies is ancient and primal. But what happens if you don't love your child? If you feel indifferent? If your smile masks despair and the sound of your own child crying drives you to distraction? For Tracey Callander and her family, Post-Natal Depression was a nightmare of psychological torment and medical ignorance. When Tracey returned to her former self, her love for her son was unconditional, leaving her to wonder about the nature of love and the mysteries of the human mind.